an anatomy of ME

一些想法

2011-11-14T23:17:00.002+08:00

在很多人的眼中，我是一位很强的人，以为不会被打倒的人。。
无形中，这个对我来说是一个压力，从小到大，大家都回认为我不需要令人担心，有什么事我都可以扛起来。。
可是，自己也有迷茫的时候，累得时候。。。就像现在，很多人说我读的行业很不错，将来会很好，可是我，当我静静地想，这是我的目标吗？。朋友都有毕业后要有什么计划的想法，要去医院做啦？，开店拉等，可使我，我真的不知道要做什么，甚至会想，这是我要的人生吗？。。不过，到国外读书一向来都是我的梦想，我会继续到国外深造，不过，我也不晓得自己在想什么。。

负担，我觉得很累，羡慕一些朋友，累了，还可以旅行去冷静冷静，休息休息不需要交代很多，要怎样就去做，
我真的累了，很想放下肩旁上所有的负担，休息休息，有个人给我依靠，可使，当我放下后，看左看右才发现，没有人可以让我依靠，我依然必须把负担拿回上来，继续的，努力的走下去。。。我知道，要努力，努力的生活下去。。。可是，我累了，真的累了。。。。有个冲动，想跑到国外去，什么都不说，就一个人去休息休息。。

我知道，知道这些负担是使命，不应该认为是负担，知道要好好地加油，不让身边人担心。。。这样的生活，我真的觉得累了。。。。真的很累。。

以后或许也会要一个人生活下去，努力的学习一个人，学习依靠自己，学习不要依靠别人，学习累了要能为自己加油打气。。。。发泄了，就会好了。。。

继续读书了。。。累-也不是停止生活脚步的借口。。。。

复杂的心情。。。

2011-08-27T19:24:00.002+08:00

这四个月假期，回到了家，本来打算八月中就离开的我，决定还是在家过完生日后，才回到西马去。。
后天就要离开了，心情很复杂，坦白说，心情实在不好，不知怎样发泄出来。。
这四个月，有很多美好的回忆，又认识了一班新朋友，很开心，也拥有了不少的回忆。
今天真的不开心，不知为什么，我就是不开心，很多东西不想理。不想管。。

只能安慰自己，一切都会好。。。

haha

2011-03-25T00:29:00.003+08:00

have been a long time i have not updated my blog. Having a hectic and busy life as usual. with lots of assignments, reports, and revision since the examsss are coming..
I am too busy until i neglect a lot of things.
SPM 2010's result was released recenlty, and my brother got a good result, haha, glad for him..
Just have a feeling to update this blog. nothing to be share
oh ya, i am going to kuantan, erm maybe by tomorrow..

haha...

人生的第二个阶段

2010-07-23T00:19:00.004+08:00

哈哈^^

跑累了，停下来，欣赏一下。。

华人食物！！！！

跑步的地方

沙滩^^

超级贵兼不会很好吃的午餐！！

哈哈。。Anatomy and Physiology

美丽的天空

Study Table

人生的第二个阶段，说实话，跟我在读STPM时所想象的差别真的很大。我现在就读于Universiti Sultan Zainal Abidin ( UniSZA ), 之前被称为Universiti Darul Iman (UDM)。这个坐落在登嘉楼的大学，多数的学生都是友族。有点失望，因为以为进了大学，可以参与华人的活动。没想到。。。。

第一天到大学的时候，我记得，我拼命的寻找华人的踪影，可是当时，我没有看见，失落的感觉满满的装满了我的心。爸爸陪我陪到迎新会开始的前一分钟，看着爸爸离开的背影，真的很难过，真的很难过。。想到，接下来，要自己面对所有的一切了。第一个星期，我是被安排到跟一位马来友族同房，很庆幸的是，我遇到的人都对我很好。当他们知道我是从远道而来的沙巴来到这里，因为没有买到一些日常用品，他们都乐于借给我。很开心。第二天，开始认识到其他华人，因为华人的数目才二十多位，新生一共有1400 位，可以想象有多少吧。。。哈哈。不过，有好处的事，就是这样，把我们全部都拉在一起了，一起吃饭，一起坐的感觉，真的很棒。。。。迎新会真的很闷，不过也有好玩的时候得。。。

第一个星期就在主要的校园度过，一星期后，我们就分散了。我的课，Dietetic, Medicine, 还有两课Diploma 是在另一个校园，我的校园是Kampus Kota, 靠近市区，可是很风刺的，这边，是超级无敌的麻烦。房间很小，而且附近都很难找到食物如果放假的时候。。食物，是我来到这里的最大问题，这里的马来食物，不好吃！！我真的很想念家乡的食物。。。。。不过，幸亏这里有唐人街，我们这班人，也打算每星期都去吃好料。。哈哈。。

现在开学了有两个星期了，我们是已经开始忙了，很多功课做。。。。。！！而且要读很多东西，因为基本上我忘了不少。。。哈哈。

哈哈，我的宿舍满靠近海边，很对不起我的朋友们，常常被我吵着陪我去海边跑步。。哈哈，超爽的！这里运动蛮不方便，不过有地方跑步，我也很开心。。哈哈。。。

渐渐地对我的科目有更深的了解，我也觉得这课蛮不错的。哈哈，至少，我还是可以在医院工作。。。。。我的科目是由最多华人的学生。

已经开始习惯这里的生活。。。。我会过得很好的。。。。

不过，朋友们，6 Aktif 08/09，我好想念你们哦。。。。。

斗湖学会朋友们，好想参与你们哦。。。。

爸爸妈妈，弟弟，想你们。。。

Scooby, 你有没有想我？？？？哈哈

我们有机会看讲师解剖真的尸体

这是我完全没有想到的。。。

希望不用我们自己动手拉。。哈哈

不知不觉中，without realizing that.....

2010-03-19T00:02:00.004+08:00

不知不觉中，我已经是20岁了，时间过得很快，到了人生中的重要的交叉点，要好好地作出决定去走人生的道路。

不知不觉中，我发现弟弟长大了，开始懂得要为自己的未来打算，我看见他渐渐地长大了，很开心。

不知不觉中，我发现我的烦恼越来越多，好像都不能完全解决，解决了一个，另一个又来。

不知不觉中，我发现我渐渐喜欢教书，喜欢教，看到学生们学会了，心中有很多的满足感。当小学生们很开心地说：“老师，我会了”，的时候，我会莫名的很开心，很有满足感。可是，很矛盾的，我却很清楚的知道，我不适合当老师。

不知不觉中，我也渐渐清楚自己要些什么，我只是想要自由自在和简单的生活。

不知不觉中，我发现世事真的很无常，发现长大了，真的要有很大的勇气和智慧面对一切。

不知不觉中，我发现我越来越喜欢大自然，越来越想要尝试新东西，做一些以前从来不敢做的事。

不知不觉中，我越来越领悟到“珍惜”的意义。

不知不觉中，很矛盾的，有时我以为我很了解自己，可是我却发现我不了解自己；很矛盾的，我也不知我在想什么。

不知不觉中，我越来越喜欢摄影，虽然目前还在初学着，可是渐渐爱上了，喜欢把珍贵的画面，美丽的事物，永远留住。

不知不觉中，渐渐地又可以习惯了单身的生活。

不知不觉中，原来我已经习惯了心里的痛，不懂得如何让它痊愈。。。。。

不知不觉中，我写了这么多的不知不觉，不过心里知道我还有很多不知不觉，写不完。

相信大家也有很多的“不知不觉”，不妨也可以分享一下。。。。。^^..

Without realizing that, I am already 20 years old. Time is really passing fast, I have reached the important junction in the journey of my life and got to make a good choice.

Without realizing that, my brother is grown up, he is now thinking and planning his future, I am happy for him, and wish him all the best.

Without realizing that, my obstacles, problems are getting more and more, never ended. Maybe this is indicating me not longer a child.

Without realizing that, I like to be a teacher. When I saw my students are capable of doing their work by themselves and tell me that he can do it happily. I am happy to see it. But, I clearly know that I am not suitable to be a teacher…..

Without realizing that, the world is changing a lot, everything is sooooo unenexpeted, I found out that when people grown, wisdom and courage are very in need to overcome and face our life.

Without realizing that, I love nature very much now, and I feel that I wan to try a lot of new things, I wan to do a lot of things. I wan to do many things I don’t dare to try before.

Without realizing that, I am getting more understand the meaning of “ appreciate”

Without realizing that, eventhough I think that I know myself very well, but then, sometimes I really don’t know who am i.

Without realizing that, I like photography, although I am still a beginner now, I just wan to keep those beautiful things in eternity, never lost.

Without realizing that, I am getting used to single life.

Without realizing that, I am already get used to the pain of my heart, don’t know how to put down…….

Without realizing that, I wrote so many “ without realizing that” but know that this will never come to the end.

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心情日记-感受。。。

2010-03-06T06:33:00.001+08:00

最近在烦着升学的问题。。。。。总算选好了。最近也向很多东西。今天，看到小学生们快快乐乐的在玩，追来追去，真的怀念起童年的日子，想起了我的童年，我的童年基本上是跟弟弟一起度过，一起玩，一起被骂，哈哈，虽然跟他整天吵吵闹闹，但我最疼这个弟弟了。

已经是三月份了，时间过得也蛮快，觉得自己变了很多，变得连自己也不懂自己了。最近也想了想这二十年来，我又做到什么，发现自己很多东西都不会，很多东西都想学，很多东西也没有做好，我不是一位好姐姐，好朋友，好女儿，怎样讲呢，不是一位好姐姐，因为我很常对弟弟不好，整天叫他做东西，明明是我的错，我也不肯向他认错；不是一位好朋友，因为我对一些朋友，不懂如何真诚去对待；不是一位好女儿，因为我整天弄妈妈生气。。。。。要改，却还是在犯错。

最近，也发现自己越来越喜欢当老师。喜欢跟小孩子一起玩，他们的天真无邪的笑容，让我在这几个月的低潮其中得到了安慰。那些小朋友们，可以因为会做好一个练习，满足的跟我说，老师，我会做了，令我领悟到知足常乐的道理。我啊，也因为看到我教的一年级生，学会了打字，满足的快乐起来。

昨晚，因为喝了两杯咖啡的原因，一整晚都没睡，可是，一整晚中，我也没有去想什么东西，就只是静静地，看着外面的夜空，现在，天空也渐渐地亮了。心里也很平静，很久都没有这样静静的，享受着一个人，心情也平静了起来。

Recently, I am planning my future, and finally, I came out the plan and hope that everything will go smoothly. Today, it was the last day working at hing hwa, I saw those students playing around happily and this scene remind my childhood…and I miss my childhood, I spent most of the time with my little brother during our childhood, although, I always fight with him, but no matter how, I love him very much.

The time is passing fast and now it the month of march. I feel that I changed a lot till I am not really know myself already. I am not a good sister, a good friend and a good daughter. I am not a good sister because I always bully my brother ; I am not a good friend because I found out that I couldn’t treat some friend sincerely, and do my part as a friend well ; I am not a good daughter, because I always make my mom angry. I wan to change, mayb I need more hardwork and time to change.

I have a sleepless night due to the caffeine. And I have a calm and quiet night, calming down my soul to face and solve all the problems……………..

一月份的感想。。。

2010-02-01T22:34:00.001+08:00

伤了不表示你从此不能再飞

一月份转眼间就过去了，这个月内，我就忙着工作，帮妈妈准备新年，一天过一天，可以说过得蛮有意义的。。。。。

说实在的，刚开始，我也没想到要做这份工，只是，不想在家，想要有东西做，让自己快一点恢复。虽然的确好了很多，可是，原来，还不完全的好。。。。我想，可能自己还是需要多一点时间吧。。。

做工期间，满开心的。。哈哈，有时候，真的很考验耐心，要很耐心的教导一些跟不上的学生，或者是不听话的学生。最不喜欢要教一些一点都不专心的学生，叫他们专心上课，结果在那边东张西望，然后，做练习的时候就拼命在那边叫老师。。。。。

不过，也有开心的时候，哈哈，原来我也会偏心的，不行，我要做一位公平的老师。。。哈哈。。不可以偏心。。。哈哈，我想，可能到了要去读书的时候，会不舍得这些学生吧，不过，我想我不会去当一名老师，因为我觉得，我当不到一名好老师。现在就只能当电脑老师来过下瘾啦。哈哈。。。

我主要教的学生是一，二年级。看着一年级的学生，从不会捉滑鼠到会捉，会打字，有种满足快乐的感觉。。很开心，高班的同学，有些的确很气人，不过哈哈，我想这就是报应吧，以前我也是那样的。。。哈哈。。。对不起，我不想把你们加进我的Facebook.先，因为不想让学生知道我的事情。。。。要联络我，不妨用MSN，吧，。。对不起。。。。等我去读书后，才家你们把。。哈哈。。。。

蛮累的一个月，我发现到，原来，忙碌真的能会有麻醉的效果，我以为我已经复原到七七八八了，这几天才发现，不时的，我没有好到哪里去，就只是不会再哭了。难过，心痛，伤心依然存在。道理，我全都知道。。哈哈。。可能给自己的时间，还不够吧。。会过得，我知道。。。。我会加油的。。。。振作起来！

心情日记

2009-12-27T16:35:00.004+08:00

刚从亚庇回来，整个人好像充了电似的。。。。。走开了几天，心情真的好了很多。。。人也变得豁达明朗很多。。。。

伤心，心痛的感觉终于没有了。。。说我放下了？应该吧。。。哈哈。。不过，我觉得是我自己已经把对他的感情藏在心里，要我完全没有感情，我认为我是做不到的，不过，要我在以友谊的感情去面对他，我发觉原来我可以的。。。。哈哈。。。。

那天，我与一班班朋友去岛玩，玩了Banana boat and parachute…..当我在高空的时候，看着脚下的蓝海，望着美丽的天空和岛屿，看着远方的高楼大厦。。。真的很爽！！我突然作了我平时不做的事，，我竟然释放自己，把说有的不愉快喊出来。。。。望着海，天空喊。。。。把所有的不开心都喊完出来，真的有难以形容的过瘾。。。哈哈！！心情真的立刻变好了。。。

过后，在海上玩水的时候，享受着“阳光”，海水。。。真的有轻松的感觉，爱上海了，虽然还是会怕。。。哈哈。。。

哈哈。。。别担心了。。。去玩了几天，跟朋友们爽了几天，真的渐渐充满了活力和精神，加油吧，迎接2010年，大家要活得更精彩，更快乐，更胜利，更幸福！！

Just back from kk....i can say that i am charged.. i am ready to keep going!! haha...
Finally, the feel of pain and sad is gone..say me forget him, i dont think so, i think i just put down, let it be,,,haha

During the trip at kk, i finally have a chance to go for island, without my parent permission..hahaha..i play banana boat and parachute (my mom is going to "kill" me when she know) haha...you know what? when i was up in the sky, enjoying the view of sea, islands, and the kk city, i just have the feeling of relieve.... i shout man!!. i shout not because i scare.. i shout because i suddenly have the feeling to release all the bad things from my heart....i shout i scream, just wan to release all the unhappiness...its work!! it really works!!.

Playing in the sea make me feel comfortable haha but i have to pay for that as my skin burn a little and darker a lot!! i love sea!! although i am scare also...

Gambateh everyone!!, Lets work hard together to have a better, happier, more interesting, a more success life in year 2010!!

The life of Form Six

2009-12-21T06:37:00.006+08:00

Before entering form six, many people asked me not to go for stpm, because it is tough and wasting time...at first, i also hesitate whether want to study form six or not, but at last, i have chosen this route...

And now, i have completed STPM examination, and i am officially graduated from secondary school, but i never regret that i chosen this route even it is tough, why?? because:

I have a group of nice friends in form six, we play, gossiping, study, complaining together.......even, we also have a lot of fun with teachers........I think words are not enough to explain how happy i am in form six......for sure, there are some obstacles happen during this one and half year, but still... i love form six life...

Is really feeling great to have you guys as my friendsss....really.....thanks for helping me out all this long..and sorry for everything that i done wrong.....^^ i know its sound like malay style but i think this is a very good culture to be learned....^^

心情日记- 朋友 a ‘journal’-Friends

2009-12-20T18:59:00.007+08:00

Actually i wish to write this passage in chinese, but i know yee lin sure will mad on me for this..haha.. therefore i decided to write this passage in english and chinese....

这一两年来，我经历不少的事情，也得到不少的经验。从国民服务到现在，令我想了不少事。在国民服务，我学习到与人相处之道，明白了要迁就别人，要懂得婉转的把别人的错误告诉她，虽然到最后我失败了而被人排斥，可是却让我深深地感受到朋友的支持与鼓励，让我在问题中可以振作！

今年，最让我更成长的一年。面对了友谊的问题，面对了感情的问题，课业的压力，作为主席的压力，作为姐姐的责任，此时此刻的我，回想了一切，觉得有点累，撑的很累。。。也许这就是御本尊给以我的考验，人生的考验。。。。

还好，有一班好朋友，随时都在我身边的朋友，让我依赖着。。从小到大，我习惯性的把自己的苦恼放在心底，不愿麻烦别人当自己的听众，可能是因为从来就只有我在听，没人听哟的。。在初六的这一年多来，让我学习到除了当别人的好听众外，也要摊开心胸让别人当自己的听众。。。朋友们，谢谢你们，感谢你们最近给予我的支持及鼓励，鼓励我从悲伤中走出来。。。虽然此时此刻我还没有完全恢复，不过我一定会振作起来。。哭完了，伤心完了，我一定会变得更快乐！！！不舍，可是总得要放下！！

明年我们要各自朝向美好的前途，不过，请答应我，要保持联络！！我会永远记得你们。。。

This recent years, i had experienced a lot of things, from that, i learned a lot of precious thing...During PLKN, i learned the way to miss around with people, i realize that tolerance is an important ingredient to miss around with people. i have learned learn that we should not go by a straight way to tell others their mistakes, in plkn, i try to do so but failed at last and those particular people is avoid to becoming friend with me again, however, by that incident, i felt truly the importance of friend, how touching and how encouraging and how supporting they are to me to become stronger in obstacles...

This year, is the year that make me grown up the most!!, i have faced the problem from friendship, relationship, stress from study and president of interact club, the responsible of a sister. By this time, while i am thinking those obstalcles that i have gone through throughout this year, i felt that i am tired, exhausted.....May be this is the challenge that Gohonzon wan me to go through, a life challenge...

Luckily, i have a best buddies ever, always right beside me when i need them, since young, i was get used to keep my problem, my unhappiest in my heart, scare to bother my friend to listen to my moody stuff, however, during form six, these friends teach me that i should share my problem with them... friendsss, thanks a lot...thanks for everything, thanks for cheering me up.... thanks for accompany me crying... thanks for listening to me...... although right now i am not really fully cheered up.. but i promise i will not let u guys down.... give me some time.. i will become more cheerful soon ... i meant it!!

next year, we are going to open a new chapter for our life.... even we are no more together but please do remember keep in touch...u guys will always be in my heart.!!! always!!!

farewell party??

2009-09-03T17:12:00.005+08:00

this is the last interact farewell party,...but is kind of making me mad...i seldom mad in this way although i am hving a very bad temper......but, this so called interact farewell party, really spoilted by someone.....pity the chairlady and the president....thanks to both of you anywhere, just blame You-Know-Who...

we as the old board of director have to pay RM 10 for the BBQ party with the reason that we havent pass the account and money to them...but they never approached our treasurer to get to know the account. However, we are ok to pay we never mind it.....buttttt, those OUTSIDERS, really outsiders, which is not invited and not allowed to be invited, (but someone do so) they pay just only RM 5!!!!!!....how LUCKY they are.......

i am mad with this as it totally out of protocol.. the whole party had became a personal party, so........i do sorry to the chairlady and president, but , i couldnt stop my anger after all.....

p.s. further info, please click the following links..
just.MINE
Simple Life

even they use some lame reason like dont know how to do farewell, club have no money , duno y we so ba dao....come on.... if we really is that kind of person, from the start, when they ask us to pay , i could fight for FOC........honestly, i just support the party...

when i reach there, i think i am looked in a bad mood......this is because for the several reason as follow:-
1) i saw outsiders(pure outsiders for the club)
2) i scare my friend sesat jalan,
3) i couldnt park well my car(due to my poor driving skill)
4) i am thinking of settling the installation stuff....
5) i dont like BBQ and have no mood to BBQ, thinking that mayb the junior will bbq for us but in fact not....

and i know that i should not just leave with anger like that... and i also duno y i had been so mad....the birthday cake.. i do appreciate it and thanks ^^.....
BUT, u should know what is the problem is and i think one of my friend had state it quite clear...........the whole night, is a miserable night,
and now, i dont care wht u guys feel or wht, and to u.....good luck...

Harmony in Diversities

2009-03-05T20:24:00.002+08:00

Living in a world, filled with miracles
With different faces, different thoughts
But we share a common bond
With courage in our heart
And passion in our soul
We march on hand in hand
To reach our final goal

One united voice, united vision
A marvellous chord, a clearer sight
It's a perfect creation
Let our glories be shared
Let the borders disappear
With faith and wisdom in our lives
We have nothing to fear

We were bound by diversities
But we will sing in harmony
For dreams, for love, for peace, for humanity
Open up your heart and sing
Let our friendship spread its wing
Soaring the eternal skies of endless spring
We are unique in diversities
But we can sing in harmony
We help, we care, we share our love in sincerity
Pray together in a rhythm
For happiness and freedom
Together, we will make this a glorious world

Although there's high and low
Although it's hard to learn
We plan our steps and set our goals
To bridge two different worlds
Let the mountains made low
Let the valleys be sewed
We cry a single voice for peace
In eternity it echoes

i think this a good lyrics.. love this very much.^^

Year 2009 Resolution....

2009-01-07T19:34:00.002+08:00

A new year is here and i do need to make a resolution over here.... Year 2008 was a really great year in my life.....sad tht it was ended....

resolution:
1) Strive an excellent result in STPM
2) complete all the interact club project successfully
3) make a full plan of my future.
4) enjoy life
5) fulfill my mission in SGM as a leader

Youth and Youthfulness....

2008-09-29T21:43:00.002+08:00

I just read an meaningful essay about youth and youthfulness, therefore, i would like to share about its introduction (which i like very much)....:

Youth is an age, a number; whilst youthfulness is an attitude, a life-style.
Youth is a treasure at most time, undiscovered; whilst youthfulness is the essence of youth, acquired.
Youth is usually taken for granted, wasted and unappreciated;whilst youthfulness is being fully aware and every bit savoured.
Youth is a condition that passes too quickly; whilst youthfulness lasts and gets better through self-mastery.
Youth is chasing rainbows climbing mountains;whilst youthfulness is creating colours, conquering fears.
Youth is vigorous, energetic;whilst youthfulness is cheerfulness, composure.
Youth is richness, a life full of possibility; whilst youthfulness is a life enriched, a life full of conviction.
Youth is seeking freedom and assurance; whilst youthfulness is increasingly free and assured.
Youth is busy defining her/his identity;whilst youthfulness is enjoying her/his uniqueness and contributing to others.
Youth is a many-splendored thing; whilst youthfulness is youth maintained, eternally.
Youth is a young person; whilst youthfulness is the young at heart.

The above is the intro, and i have learned that youth must be appreciated and make full use of it, don't waste it, it is precious and also is the crucial phase of our life, so , lets do human revolution and hence bring us a more successful and absolute happiness life in the future.....

Birthday......

2008-08-27T20:06:00.002+08:00

I just celebrated my birthday recently, thanks to all the friends who wishing me..haha...
received few presents from friends , parents spend me eat at japanese restaurant and buy me a cake... thanks to all^^

By the way, Ming Yee is back to tawau..haha, feel happy that she is back^^..

沙巴州东海岸青年部交流会。。。

2008-07-28T20:28:00.010+08:00

老婆找老公游戏。。
“老婆们”

“老公们”

海边。。

山打根青年－－合唱。。

拿督青年----modern dance

斗湖青年－－哑剧（一个半朋友）

早操。。。

青蛙跳。。。

深呼吸。。。。哈哈

学习会

拿督青年－－－welcome dance....

很幽默的司仪。。

哈哈，懒人做运动。。

赖静仪，我，Jassy

超级咕咕下

小组时间

青蛙

螃蟹。。。哈哈，我有份堆。。。

熊

不知什么来得？？好像是“七仔”

卖力的向评判讲解。。

全体照

我的游戏组别

去了Felda Sahabat Beach Resort, Lahad Datu....
还蛮不错，学到一些对人生有用的东西。。。
跟朋友玩到很开心，。。。
第一次被委任当摄影的，有很多好处，其一就是不用做早操。。哈哈。。。
九月分还有多一次是文化交流。。。也在拿督。。。

Sabah Charity Culture Festival 2008

2008-06-26T20:42:00.008+08:00

me and friends

i and friends

Finale

haha...

SGM kaikan

Friends

Friend's Tawau

Indian Dance

SGM well known gymnastic

Gymnastic

4-level Tower...

Bajau dance--- SGM Tawau youth

Bajau dance

Chinese Dance

Creative dance--- KK youth

Creative dance

the bad weather on the day, produce a lot of trouble...

pretty girls of Sazau Dance's dancers

our meal...

byakuren(the one with uniform) welcoming group

Murut dance

UMS Hostel- the place we stay

another view of hostel

Tawau Sokahan

the 'gompang' welcoming group

It was 13 years ago when i first watch this festival, after 13 years, Sabah SGM once again organize this grand event. Everyone was waiting for this event for so long and we had start the preparation a year earlier...members chanted hard for this success and with the strong faith and hardwork, this festival had come to a success and raise some fund to help those people who are needed to be helped....

I hope that after 13 years, we still have the chance to organise this event in Sabah.....^^

Sarawak Trip

2008-06-11T19:55:00.007+08:00

Sabah---land below the wind

3 sabahans took photo with sabah.....

Jasmine's birthday cake...

first time eat sugar cane in this way...sweet!!

ming yee was showing the heavy rain outside star cineplex, kuching

me and ah ding....

unique design of The Spring shopping mall

first day's shopping achievement....

haha... having an enjoyable trip with three best friends to Kuching and Miri..... first time at there and have a lot of fun at there.... enjoy the local food there very much, cheap and delicious....hope tht i would hv chance to hv such trips with my friend again....and also thanks to all the people who take care of us during the trip....

After the trip, i go back to school life again.....that is continue Form six at my former school, smk Tawau... form six is very tough, and beside academic, lots of things waiting us to do.....wish that i could get use to such busy life as soon as possible as i just finished my long holiday, had became lazy alr...hehe....

still.. having fun with friends at school, hope that all of us will cope with form six!!

May, is a busy month, after school reopen, everyday busy with mountain of homeworks..haha
went to help at yyhk camp, and duty at SGM Sabah Charity Culture Festival as a byakuren, stand for approximately 5 hours for two nights...but very happy that the festival was a successful night........congrates to all who are involved in this festival... i am sure everyone was happy with this great success, to all performers....ur performance are the best that i ever seen!!!will not regret for spending one week time at there helping out.....haha...

Holiday...

2008-04-18T22:00:00.002+08:00

haha... this is the longest holiday i ever had, since i finished SPM, i totally did not touch even an academic book.. hope tht i still can catch up with those work when i return to the study life again..

can't believe that i will be 18 years old soon, now, i am at the junction road to my destination in the future.. however, i still cannot make sure which road way i will take..in a dilemma now...

Anywhere, i just let myself to relax and enjoy the holiday now, i am going to kuching soon and then i will busy with car license , electone examination, Sabah cultural festival....

Program Latihan Khidmat Negara( National Services )

2008-02-05T13:21:00.000+08:00

On 16 January 2008, i was called to enter this national services as my application to change from batch two to batch one approved... therefore, in a rush, my friend and i was rushing into this camp, at first i was excited, scared and curious.... hoping tht i can handle and get myself into it as soon as possible.....
my dormitory is block Mike, there are 29 trainees including me, my bed is located at behind.... beside me is a pretty chinese girl from sandakan and a nice, charming malay girl in other side..... they are so nice and take care of me as i was new in there.....
at the beginning, i was trying hard to learn those marching steps and their commands... and i also trying hard to get use with the routine life over there.. but after few days, i had already get use to it...
haha... having fun during class activities.. and i also had played the flying fog.. fun and i want to play one more time.....
still have one more month to go... the life over there definitely is tough and train us as well.... and this program certainly will become a good memory and a good expericence as well...... know lots of friends there.. hope tht Friends Forever!!!!

游戏

2008-01-06T20:05:00.000+08:00

我给bigherng点中了
游戲規則：

被點到名字的要在自己的博客裏寫下自己的答案，然後去掉一個你最不喜歡的問題再补上一個你的問題，仍然組成20個問題，傳給其他8個人，列出其他8個需要回答問題的人的名字，還要到這8個人的博客裏留言通知對方----你被點名了，被點名者不得拒絕回答問題，完成遊戲的人將會永遠得到大家的祝福。

這8個人要在自己的博客裏註明是從哪裏接到的，並且再傳給其他8個人，讓遊戲繼續下去，不得囘傳。被點到名字的人將會得到大家的祝福，並且所有美好的願望都會在不久的將來實現。

1. 如果合法的干一间坏事，你要干什么
~ 我要去偷电脑。。

2.这辈子最快乐的是什么事？
~与家人一同去旅游。。。

3.？认为自己哪一个缺点最讨人欢喜？
～讲话夸张。。。

4.如果有机会的话，你最想对你的他说些什么？
~ 嗯。。我喜欢你。。

5.你最想去哪个地方？为什么？
~英国。。因为想看看这个国家的所有。。

6.最受不了自己哪个缺点？
~脾气坏

7.如果有不开心的事情，你会怎么办？
~找朋友倾诉。。睡觉。。

8.最害怕失去的东西？
~家人，朋友和爱人

9.五年内比较现实的目标是什么？
~上到好大学，拿到自己喜欢的科目。。

10.你的口头禅是？
~到时才算。。。
11.说出点你名的人的3个优点。
~很久没跟他见面。。。应该是友善、重朋友和感情。。

12.你最希望你的另一半对你做的一件事？
~ 跟我聊天。。。

13.如果世界末日來了，你最想完成的大事是什麼?(例如: 想辦法飛上火星或月球啊，結婚生子阿等等)
~陪家人、朋友和完成未完成的使命吧。。

14.你最讨厌怎样的人？
~双面人、不尊重他人和不讲理的人。。

15.目前什么令你最满意？
~优闲的生活。。

16.你觉得最美的事物是什么？
~没有为了权势和钱财而争的你死我活的世界

17.你认为遇到什么样的事情才会令你觉得人性很黑暗？
~被骗、被诬赖。。。

18.如果能让你实现一个愿望，会是什么？
~SPM成绩达到目标。。

19.你目前最想得到的一样东西？
~ 钱。。

20.觉得人生最重要的事情是什么？
~快乐得与身边的人过生活。。。。

我点ivy tay、Jasmine

Finally...

2007-12-04T22:25:00.000+08:00

Finally, today is the last day of SPM, having Chinese Study as my last subject... Quite tough for me...Although many things need to do now, but i just kind of lazy to make myself in it. Kind of miss those schooling days. Anywhere, Happy Holiday to me!!!(approximately three months)

Memories

2007-11-29T14:54:00.000+08:00

jin yee, jasmine, pui san and ming yee

It was the last schooling day before we go for "battle"(SPM).. had a lot of fun, a lot of friends, a lot of memories either sad or happy or unsatisfying in school.. SMK Tawau. This five years will be the most wonderful time in my life.. thanks a lot to my friends and teachers.. thanks a lot..